Looking around

Take A look around you. What do you see? I see my room. Disorganized and a little crazy and yet somehow completely put together.
NOW
Take another look around. I don't mean just looking at whats around you now but outside the walls. What do you see? Do you see the old woman lugging around a cart full of recyclables. She will cash those bottles that others threw on the street in for money to help her family. Look into a strangers eyes , what do you see?
I see someone begging for something more. They are lost wondering why no body cares. I see pain , loneliness , suffering all around me.
In fact I have been a part of it. I have been in that world. Sometimes I catch myself falling back into that world of desperation. I have been there recently. I hate it. But I have the LORD my savior my everything. He wipes away my tears.
I love him.

I want to change the world I want to see hope and love in strangers eyes. Kindness. I want to change this world by sharing a my own life. My life thats imperfect. My life that sometimes rollorcoasters downwards but always heads back up. MY life filled with a love like no other. My life thats unbelievable. My life , my love , My god.