And the enemy attacks .

When everything starts to go well my life seems to be attacked and it all starts going downhill again. I ca't stand this. I hate feeling so sad so angry. Im critical of everyone and everything lately. The only time i have been happy in a while was this weekend when I was out doing MYE stuff.
I am trying so hard to rely on god. I want to but the enemy he is always attacking me.

I feel like everytime i climb another step on the latter I am pushed down again.

Nobody said this was easy. but im just so hurt. I hurt all the time.

I know that it will all be okay. I have the lord on my side. He is not walking beside me right now but carrying me through this time.

He loves me no matter what.

I live my life for him!

No matter how tough life gets , I know that there is more to it and it is just a mild slip or fall and t hat the lord has greater plans.

I have to keep strong with my faith.