Words.

This came to on a walk:
Here I am ... I'm on my knees .. praying lord , god forgive me please. For I have sinned I .. i lost my faith.. but here i am on my knees.

... I know i have been forgiven. I asked the lord when i was younger to save me from my sins and i dovoted my life to living for him. I do because how great is it to be loved so much. What other love do i need? I dont. I want but i dont need. which is what got me in trouble this past week.

I wanted but did not need.
Caused a friendship to fade away.